Lost Dream

Hello everyone,

Am a 23 years old computer networking student with a big dream of becoming the best of the best in my field of expertise and a big social anxity problem. although it sounds like a "Work hard and make it happen" kind of dream. life sometimes has different plans for us. my dad was an army ranger who got injured in the leg due to the poor equipments they had been using for traning and he ended up with a half working right leg which made him quit the army. and becoming a high school security guard with a poor salary. life was tough for our little family. after quitting highschool i joined a 2 years computer networking training, thats when i found my passion in life, i was top of the class, i studied day and night and graduated with honor,then it hits me that even having a big passion wont get me to follow my dream, as a person with social anixty i got depressed and lost taste in life very easly, i got a job as an IT technicien in a big company for 8 months but than am getting fired this month because i get stressed when am called to go and fix something for "the big boss" of the company and now am back to getting depressed, as i can not raise money to complete my studies and and help my family. i get this feeling whilst am writing this that there is a lot of people who needs help way more than i do, but i would love any kind of help i can get.

Thank you.