Hello. My name is Fabio, i am 29 years old, currently unnemployed and i deal with clinic depression since 14 years old.
I will try to write my story in a chronological order with the most recent events first, so you can stop reading at any time you want instead of being forced to read the whole thing.
The story will be between lines.
Right now i live alone with an income of 70 dollars per month and i don`t have the means to pay for the basic expenses (electric, water, phone bills. housing taxes, LPG) after my mother stopped helping with the payments (i am grateful for the 10 months of her support).
I live alone since January 2019 when she abandoned me, due to years of increased attrition between us because of health issues on both and stubborness on both of us as well, turning a called family to behave like two strangers living together.
I don't pay rent (which helps immensely) living in the house i received from my father before he passed away.
I have an older brother that lives with his own family elsewhere. We don't see or talk to each other. Took years to get free of his presence in my life after our relationship degraded to the point of violence and his possessive behavior.
Due to being hospitalized with an acute crisis of depression at the time of college, i had to stop it and have not finished college yet at this point
Lost my first job as well due to being hospitalized during a crisis. Was working on a multi national company at the time. Those were the only two times i have been hospitalized in my life because of depression.
A little more about me:
I do not take any medication to deal with my depression, after many years living with and learning from it, getting older and wiser(i hope), i got into a mindset where i am fine most of the time, while being vulnerable only when things get bad to a point where it becomes almost impossible for me to figure a way out of it. So small daily issues do not affect me negatively.
Everything i do i treat like a hobby (learning languages, IT, crafting skills, personal studies). I spend my time learning things i feel interesting for me instead of doing it to attain goals, if i earn something with what i learn it is a bonus. To me the means justify the ends.
More details about the campaign:
I am here asking for help because i ran out of solutions concerning my subsistence. This city where i live falied to provide the basic help from official departments created to help the citizens in need, and having contact with people that had nothing positive to contribute in my existence led me to a very soliraty life.
When my family had four members(when my father was alive and my brother lived with us and things were fine) we used to spend 170 dollars with food and groceries
When it was only two of us (me and my mother) it went up to 360 dollars due to her not allowing me to help administrate the money we had (probably her health issues had part on that behavior)
Now living alone i can survive with 35 dollars a month to buy food groceries (that as a minimum, cant buy anything extra with it)
I need 200 dollars each month to keep the bills, basic needs and taxes paid.
Since that number is below the minimum to start a campaign, the exceeding money will be used for improvements (House reform, plot maintenance, clothing). Leftovers, when available, will be used for charity and/or feeding the poor. This campaign is not for enrichment or hoarding.
I have set the donation as fixed to avoid any possible exploitation from both parties. Also with a fixed ammount, any more money you are willing to donate can be used to help more people that need it.
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Thank you for reading.