living with keloid scar tissue

WHEN I WAS 17 YEARS OLD I STARTED CUTTING MY ARMS.I CONTINUED CUTTING,BOTH MY ARMS,TILL THE AGE OF 20. I WAS GOING THROUGH A BAD TIME IN MY LIFE.MY EATING DISORDER PLAYED A BIG ROLE IN MY LIFE WHICH LED TO THE CUTTING.I AM NOW 28 YEARS OLD,I HAVE HAD PROFESSIONAL HELP AND WHATS IN THE PAST, LEAVE IT IN THE PAST, MOVE FORWARD AND ONLY THAT! THATS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING SINCE THE LAST TIME I CUT MYSELF AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I WILL NEVER LOOK BACK! I AM A SINGLE MOM AND I HAVE A 6 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER. SHE IS IN GRADE R AT SCHOOL. THE CUTTING IS PART OF MY PAST BUT THE SCARS ARE PART OF MY PRESENT AND MY FUTURE. ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE SELF MUTILATE SO I FIND MYSELF WEARING LONG SLEEVE TOPS EVEN IN THE BOILING HEAT TO AVOID GETTING UNWANTED LOOKS FROM PEOPLE. I HAVE DONE SOME RESEARCH AND THE ONLY WAY THAT I CAN GET RID OF MY SCARS IS THROUGH LASER TREATMENT. ITS VERY COSTLY AND GETS DONE IN STAGES. I AM HOPING TO BE ABLE TO RAISE ENOUGH MONEY FROM THIS CAMPAIGN THAT I HAVE CREATED IN ORDER TO GET THE LASER TREATMENT DONE. PLEASE HELP ME!! BELOW IS A PICTURE OF MYSELF AND MY DAUGHTER