Living with bipolar affective disorder

My name is Mateusz. I get sick of bipolar affective disorder for more than 5 years. Since that moment I went to psychiatric.

Recently the symptoms of my illness have intensified. There was a depression that is pushing me towards suicide. I would like to take hospital treatment, which may prove to me the only salvation. But I can't.

I have started a job, I wanted to be useful for others. However, I have extended myself. The Moment of the disaster has come inevitably. Depression has came suddenly. At that time, visits to psychiatry had to be more frequent, and the cost of medicines had risen dramatically.

To be able to continue further treatment is necessary for me to help others. Only after the repayment of debts will I be able to take treatment in the hospital.

I count on people of good heart who, although little help me back on my feet.