My name is Corrie, i go by the pronoun of he/him. I am transgender. (FTM) I am proud of who i am, but i want to look on the outside the way i feel on the inside. My main issue is my very large breasts. I battle to get a proper binder due to my large breasts. I hate them so much! Even if i do get a binder, because i am overweight i sweat a lot, and it causes other medical issues. I can look into a mirror but only see my face, i do not want to see my whole body, the man i feel inside does not match my body on the outside. There is days where i hit rock bottom, feeling depressed when the gender dysphoria kicks in. I just want to be me!