Life Reset

Straight and no sugar coating.   I am a 20 year old rape victim. Actually its only me and my rapist knew about it. it happened a year ago, i was in my room asleep. got raped with one of my cousins.  I never told anyone about what happened that night. Which made it harder for me to stand up. It's almost a year since that night and it turned my life upside down.  my parents no longer sends me to school because they thought i am no longer interested in studying, the truth is i cant focus and i feel lost. I also quit my job recently because of being haunted by that nightmare. So i am defintely asking for your help. I wanted to start over and forget everything. I got dreams that i want to fulfill, i want to forget the nightmare i had that night. While i am still under treatment by my obgyne and therapist i wanted to see the other side of life to help me get back. Healing and renewal of myself.  thank you