Life has been relentlessly tough. Depression and Other.. Will give back Please read

It is not easy for me to ask for help. In fact, very difficult. I have been going through monumental personal challenges for some time . These challenges have led to depression, PTSD, and some other health problems. Still. I fight. Please see Deborah Chitester V DCPP for the triggering event to recent challenges.I am fighting to reunite with my child despite having custody we have a long road ahead. This turmoil has interrupted my ability to work as a speech pathologist. I am currently in foreclosure and need to move, and rebuild my life. I have very little to no family as my family of origin has mostly passed and those who are still alive are responsible for creating a lot of the pain, and horribleness that remains. I am an author, a professional, a supporter of the community but am in a downward spiral now that has been going for years. I want to rebuild but can not due to enormous psycho social and logistical challenges now. I need to move, and rebuild my life, get help for me and my child. again, if you read the lawsuit I filed that is nowhere near settled yet you can get an idea of what I have endured and the negative impact on life. i have just about given up. Please help me. Please restore my faith in the human weave when I have endured unfathomable betrayal that has affected many. and with a deleterious impact on me, my health and my ability to focus.