Let me live with my husband

I was Born in Bangladesh,I just moved in UK last August 2018..I Married a guy in January 2018(when i was In Bangladesh.My Husband is Bangladeshi.

Now am studding in Bedford College(,i have a dream about my study & i want to be a dentist. :-(

I love my husband so much,i always miss him,that's why most of time i cant concentrate any of my work and study.and i feel lonely and alone & depressed!

Problem is if i continue my study,i cant bring husband to me in UK.

Because,1) UK settlement visa fee -1500 pound

2) IHS -600 Pounds(

3)Rent a Home approximately-800 Pounds

4) Manage a Sponsorship-1500 pounds(I cant give sponsorship as i don't have 18,600 pounds yearly income)

If I start working for bring my husband to me,i have to leave my Dream.😭😭

If possible give me 4500 pounds for Loan not For donation!😭

I will return your money back.