As I am writing this I'm thinking to myself "Am I really going to ask for financial help online?" This is what it has come to. I didn't think I would be on this end of these kind of requests but here I am.
For years I helped others and now I am forced to ask for help for myself. I have been working since I was 18 years old. Since my family was poor I started getting loans early to help out in the household. It was getting as bad as not have anything to eat at some points. But I can't complain. I love my family and would do anything that is necessary to help.... As I am in financial crisis right now please help me out if you can... I want to start a family of my own and I can't do that because of my debts. It's not that I don't have the love and trust from the person, from my soul mate, it's just that I wouldn't be able to bring that on him. It would be too much.
I am tired and depressed and mostly I am scared I don't have any future... I would like to find a second job but in my country jobs are hard to find.
In waiting of any kind of help I thank you in advance. Even if you only read this. It means a lot.