Keeping Noah safe

I escaped my very violent ex two years ago with my three kids  I have since then done everything in my power to keep us safe. I have spend every cent I have and borrowed money I didn't have to try to ensure my youngest son is safe from his father and that contact occurs in a safe environmen.   it turns out that in our legal system it is not about the children, but which parent can afford to spend the most money. Two days ago the judge handed out a verdict that places my two year old son into the hands of a violent man who has tried to kill me, threatened to kill my other sons and threatened to kidnap my baby.    I have to appeal, i need to keep my son safe, but I have nothing left and am already in so much debt because of this I can't borrow any more  please help me protect my child.