Just trying to turn my life around. Any help would be more than appreciated.

Hi people! I'm kind of embarrassed for being here , so please don't be judgemental. I'm Aimilia, 23 years old living currently in Athens. I spent the last 8 years working and roaming around Greece, with no special purpose. I let go off high school at a young age, and I'm trying to finish it now. It's been a year now that I'm trying to find an actual reason or purpose to keep going in life. Not so long ago , I figured I'd apply for acting lessons. It's the only thing that fills me up and the only thing I could actually imagine myself doing without being under the obligation to. But along with school and a full time job, it feels like a dream I don't have the time to make come true. The plan is to raise some funds, and maybe find myself a part time job- or quit for good for some months- and totally focus on school and acting. (Assuming we won't get on a new lockdown in which case I'm gonna spend everything on canned food 😬) So guys that's my small story , just a girl with a dream! Thank you for reading this, and of course any help (including prayers) is welcome and deeply appreciated.