The following text is so long and whiny You might want to skip to the last paragraph.
Due to the world going upside down, and some people in my vincinity going the same way. My ability to stay sane is trying to leave me the same way my first high school girlfriend did - quick, without an apology and leaving me with less dignity, money and with the same amount of horny as I was before it all went south.
My work colleague was suddenly fired, due to the extremely poor work performance. It is suspected, she got involved with drugs but didn't let any of us help. That was after my other colleague was laid off to "save company money" in relation to the Covid19 business crisis.
So now I am doing (= struggling with trying to do) the work of 3 people (including my own), while at the same time raising 2 children with food allergies/intolerance and sharing a battle with my wife and a psychological health (anxiety disorder/prones to depression).
In my country (Czech Republic) food for people with allergies is multiple times more expensive than the ordinary. For example coconut milk for lactose intolerant people is 7 times the price of cow milk, not to mention the dietary supplements needed to get all the vitamins to their bodies as they do not get from the food as much or not at all. Psychologists are so overpriced it might be better to actually become one than go to their meetings. Also during last year everything got pricier due to the Covid crisis.
At the same time my wage got actually smaller. I mean...more work = less money makes sense, because it keeps the Universe in balance, right? At least that's what the company management said and they would not lie.
I don't want to bore You with details, my life sometimes feels like a comedy sitcom that gets too absurd at times and I as the main character feel betrayed by the script writer, but people observing it find it funny. See, the more sad i get, the funnier it gets - perfectly balanced. As all things should be.
The bottom line is some money from You nice people would help me a lot. And I am not expecting You to give it to me completely for free.
Some of the more altruistic people get the nice feeling from helping somebody, but at those rare times, that the work is done for the day and family is asleep I rob myself of the slumber and try to give the world few laughs - I used to write a blog in Czech, but since not even all Czechs understand this absurd language, I recently started a new one in English for all You international folks. I am slowly filling it with few stories and thoughts. Read it if You want. If it at least makes You smile, it was worth and if You feel like throwing some money my way, I will gladly use it to feed my family: https://jirzee.wixsite.com/jrzeesworld
Have a nice day and thank You!