Journey to clear skin and good self esteem

My name is Kennedy Harris and I'm 24yrs old. From I was 11 I've been suffering from severe cystic acne and it cause serious damages to me physically and emotionally. Sometimes I'm afraid to go out cause people always staring at me and talking bad about my face. It's really hard especially on my mental health and for years I've been visiting doctors to help with my conditions but I've gotten nowhere. Please help me pay for new treatment to help clear my skin and build my self-esteem.