Jobless past year due to depression, gaming for happiness.

I do not want to make this post a long one but I've been dealing with a lot of anxieties after my car crash in February of 2018 when a teenager driver was distracted and rear ended my car causing me to get pushed into on coming traffic. Luckily nobody got hurt but my car was totaled. Since then I have not suffered any physical damage but I think I grew more anxieties of driving, meeting with people and or just working.

It was in June 2018 after deciding to quit and my family moving to another city that I decided to take out a private loan (very bad idea) thinking I can use the money to help pay for house mortgage, student loans and other bills. Eight months ago in January I quit the job I worked at feeling I didn't get the compensation and recognition I deserved. I fought with depression and went jobless, helplessly applying for over hundreds of jobs but never going in for interviews.

Now the creditors want their money back and I'm trying to reach back to the companies who asked for interviews but have either filled the position within the time frame of me dealing and coping with stress. I am doing small jobs such as twitch, ebay and doing surveys online. I never usually ask for help for money as I am someone who believes helping others is always best.

As an Eagle rank Boy Scout of America, I've always loved helping others and throughout my work experiences I've always strive to spread happiness and joy. I've been awarded numerous awards at my jobs when I worked. I always aim to give 150% customer service and help others at all time.

This time I am dealing with something I can not fight alone, if anyone would like to help me even with pennies. Anything is appreciated and much deserving of all my thanks.

I will update this more and tell more but for now this is to set the grounds.

Today's date is 08/12/2019 at 08:32am on a Monday.