Hello, just call me Ayesha because I have a privacy concern. I’d like to address this to friends and family but understand that it will probably go beyond to friends of friends and so on. It’s uncomfortable to share this great personal struggle publicly. I’ve kept it close for a long time but I need help. I’ve done everything I can, done research, did castor oil massage, mayan massage, etc. hoping for miracles, praying to God and now I have nowhere else to turn.
As most of my friends and family will know it has been mine and my husband’s deepest desire to have a child. Unfortunately, it’s also been our most challenging trial. I often wonder how something like bringing a baby into the world, something that’s so beautiful, innocent and pure could also bring so much heartache and pain.
My problem started when I had an ectopic pregnancy last 2015, it was new year, and the doctor needs to remove the left Fallopian tube, and the right tube was ligated. Meaning I cannot give birth. But I want to have a baby cuz my husband is getting old and he started to think that he will die without even a single kid.. and as a wife its my obligation to make him happy (which is I know he is happy but not feel completely happy) I know whats on his mind but he is not telling to me cuz it will be another misunderstanding to us that could lead to separation. I feel useless, most of the time I can't sleep thinking of miracle will happen one day. I want to give him a child, I believe he deserve that cuz he is loving and kind husband to me and I can see he will be also a loving father.
The only way for me to get pregnant is the IVF. For all we know IVF is costly, especially for a woman like me who don't have a good salary. I'm supporting my family in Philippines, and my husband's salary is only enough for our monthly partition rent, food and transportation allowance.
I am asking for your help to save our marriage and make a family with our little angel..
Any amount would be highly appreciated.
I'm wishing your happiness and good health. God bless you.