I’ve spinal problems and can’t dO a normal job now , so looking at van driving ,long distance and delivering small items

Hi ther ive been a time served joined for 30 years with extra skills like advanced craft and bench joiner. skills ,

but since the last 4 years I've had a spinal injury due to an accident at work, and can't do a normal day job anymore, I was first to be made redundant due to goverment cutbacks and now feel left out on the shelf to rot ,

I've no working future now and nothing to look forward to,

, I sing for a hobby in a band I used to be, after extra help was brought in to allow me yo do so,but it doesn't bring anything in ,I pace myself so I can just to say stand long enough to complete the short 2 sets of the night which help my mental state

my wife works extra long hours to keep me , we don't get any external help or benifit ,I just want to be able to do something on my own earn my own wage, I can still drive that's about all I can do ,I did have a go at delivering small parcels long distance job,a few years ago but the van I owned was too old and unreliable I had to let it go and couldn't continue the part time therapeutic job , now I've seemed to have stabled on my medication, I would like to try again with a reliable van this time part time and the help of someone to get me out the house and earn a little something myself ,

Hence I need a reliable van I havnt the funds for