l just want to go home

I can't leave and I can't stay

And now the situation is getting worse because of the Corona virus and since I have not been able to gather enough in the right time, now I cannot even leave the country because of the border closure.

I never thought I would need this form of help, but this is the only option I have left at the moment. The situation is quite critical and I hope at least a few people will understand the situation I am currently in. I am working as a skipper and because of that I move to other countries a lot. Previously, I worked for over 16 years as a manager and owner of a catering company. I am Slovenian but currently based in Egypt, where I moved to work. Circumstances such as unpaid salary, sickness ( the kidneys infection ) and problems with my working visa have caused me to overstay my visa and I have to pay a fine and leave the country. However, because of all this, I am completely out of money and income and this is practically impossible. I have had offers to work elsewhere, but I cannot leave the country because I cannot raise funds for penalty of overstay and travel cost. The situation is probably more critical than I describe it, but I really hope that at least a few people will try to imagine such a situation. I'm a very positive person, but I see that you can't rely on people you thought you could. Everyone knows how and what, but they do not find themselves in the same situation. Mom always told me, do good and be good and all good will return to you. At this moment without your help, I'm not sure if it is true. I'm probably too good and too emotional, and if someone has a problem, my conscience do not allowed me do not help.

I really hope and wish that someone could put themselves in my position and thus understand this situation more.

!!!!!!!!!

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And now the situation is getting worse because of the Corona virus and since I have not been able to gather enough in the right time, now I cannot even leave the country because of the border closure.