in past extreme need of help

not good at begging but as it affects child,Im begging PLZ!!!!+PLEASE AND TY!! if you have no way for even 5 bucks, to me sharing this is GREATLY appreciated!!!!I raised grand since birth by self alone, i broke back in accident in 06 w no help since. no1 will ever be able 2 tell that child i never stopped trying .right up til i can not any longer,or she is no more as she is very poisoned,severe leg bone nerve pain,17 and hvy menopause symptoms from Mays added of pharma mega junk and shuldnt e given together ,and one known past severe side effects etc etc (as was fiven 1st food allergic 2+gmo food that she was never exposed to til then)..and now her mom, my daughter is going to die very soon this yr.,neither of us been able to get to her since 07 to even hug again...i have a heart thats human for gods sake!.. .my paypal is at the end the grand i raised ,put in2 medical kidnap 4 me asking for help 2 change door knob+lock in 20 below.the child told me since 2015 its hopeless if its only allowed to depend only on others helping me.as no1 knows what love really is anymore, i dnt want to believe shes been righ,but has a valid point w all thats been allowed to happen to us thru her entire life..the village it takes to raise a child disappeared ..plz plz help instead instead of the shunning,gossiping and only watching the constant compounding sufferings of things on2 us due to I cant get help to get on my feet(robbed big time constantly after breaking back,until there was nothing at all the thieves were the only ones knew who was the weakest only in each area it seems+seemed to tell their friends ) ,i need help asap help b4 it compounds even more . i have gotten the very 1st part only done,but if no help will had been in vain ... Please help me ! My main thing to allow me to pick fully up is transportation,it needs repairs plus other basic survival needs,supplements etc etc .and then i could get 2 help and to save the child also .but i have basic bottom line survival needs ! my heart is human,but its way past broken point now.,my options since oct have been except 9 days each month,IF i can stand on those days,sleep or cry pretty much daily point,and Im one who had started own bizs by 13,It takes tons constant to had destroyed my spirit ........paypal is rommelsthebest3313 (at) yahoo (dot) com