In need of Christmas help

Hello. My name is Jenna I'm 35 years old and a single mother to 3 children. I have a 12 year old little boy with non verbal autism and 2 year old boy/girl twins. I fell on some hard times a few years ago,I lost a boyfriend to a drug overdose and my life was a mess. I struggled with drug addiction for years and was shooting up heroin for 6 months until I realized what I was doing to myself and my little boy. I went through a 3 day medical detox and got pregnant 3 weeks later and have been sober ever since. I have been struggling so hard financially but fighting as hard as I can to get back on my feet. There's nothing more important to me than my children. I would do absolutely anything for them and I would give anything to see them have a great Christmas. I hate asking for help it feels shameful but something inside me just had to try for them.The help doesn't have to be money any gift donations would be so greatly appreciated. I know this probably won't work but I've been asking God for help and this was a way to open a door. Sending so much love. Thank you for your time.