In hopes to heal

Hi, I thank you all for taking your own time and viewing my gogetfundin campaign. I appreciate it very much.

2019 has to be the hardest year of my life,

My Mother, my best friend, the woman everyone loved because of the beautiful heart she had, had passed away that year. She may have been in, so...much...pain, but she was the definition of strong. These 4 months she fought through her diagnosis, she used every...last...bit of her strength to fight her cancer. I am her eldest and only daughter. I was enrolled in college as a full-time student working on finishing up my bachelor's...but at the cost of loosing her, my education didn't seem like the most important thing anymore...I became depressed, anxious, and controlled by my grief. I started this campaign in hopes of easing any expected and unexpected financial troubles that will come my Families way. I usually never ask or like to ask for help, but I really need help, My family needs help. Any donations, or even love, and support will be really appreciated.

Below is the Full Story:

Her Diagnosis: May 2019, My mother was diagnosed with stage 3 liver cancer, along with a prognosis of 6-12 months. I remember the exact look on her face when the doctor told us. She had a blank stare that was directed towards the wall in front of her hospital bed. I could tell you exactly what she was thinking because it was probably the same as mine...disbelief.

Treatment: Early June was her first treatment of Chemo. It was a mixture of Carbo/Taxol every 3 weeks or so. She took the first chemo well, With no complications. Though for her second and third times she didn't take well to them and developed Hypotension whenever they administered the chemo treatment. So, they stopped the treatment all together sometime in July. August she took a turn for the worst and it was hard living with her, watch her go through that kind of pain. No daughter should listen to her mother scream out in pain because the medication she was being given made her constipated. She could barely even walk until she lost all her strength to walk. It's sad, cause she use to walk everywhere.

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No words can express how deeply hurt I am by her passing. The effect it's had on me will take a long time to recover from...