Im struggling with sickness, and my hope are you guys!

Hi! I have a long story but will try to keep it short. I started to get sick for four years ago. I have bad back pain, migrane, stomack aches,  pain in my eyes and my whole body. So bad pain i almost can't get up in the morning. I can't wotk or study. I've met several doctors, been at the ER so many times i can't count them. Im so tired. And my doctor called me the other day and said he didnt see any point that he could be my doctor, cause he couldnt find out what is wrong with me. That call made me loose all the little hope i had left. Apparently i cant get any money cause im not too sick they say!? What, i can't barely get up in the morning, so many pills for my pain to make the rest of the day. I have written so many letters to the health insurance office. But they deny my applications.

Im so tired. Im really in a bad place, i cant pay my bills or my rent. I cry constant every day and night. The doctors say they can't help me and i lost everything i believe in. I don't feel any hope or happiness anymore. All is gone. I don't get any money at all right now, but i hope that someone will help me. Then i maybe can take it from there...

I really hope you take your time and read this the health care is horrible today. I have no life anymore, and im standing alone in this. Thank you so much! /Elle