I’m Desperate Please!

I'm gonna cut to the chase to avoid any drama! I've been brought up at a muslim household where I have been subjugated to various forms of abuse. As I grew older and became a bit wiser, I realized this religion was not meant for me or nay woman that truly wants to be free. This realization has made a target for more hate and abuse, and I am fearful this cycle of violence would end with me being murdered. I know this seems exaggerated but unfortunately it is not. I want to raise a decent sum of money so I could escape this hell and start over at a new country, my suffering will never be over, but I have a hope that things could be a little better if I immigrate.