I'm an 21 years old male from Indonesia, i'm quite stressed and depressed because of my own family financial problems and i cannot push them to pay all of what i need even i meant to buy some facilities to help them gaining money.
Im quite depressed for more than a year just to find a job that suits me well here, i do illustration and also drawings, but i cant find any job like that here. It feels like i want to kill myself everytimes i heard my parents just yell at me and says that im useless but they dont want to help me. Even so i still want to help my family even they said i were useless and cant do anything.
I also want to move from this country and start a new life. where i can live peacefully and also can help the others too.