If only i had wings…

Hello. I'm a third year medical student who is currently stuck in life. Once, i was full of dreams and determination to achieve them. I thought I will travel, experience something new every day and be genuinely satisfied with my life. But then depression kicked in while destroying every chance for achieving my goals. And all bad things just continued to accumulate - lack of money, family problems, bad grades, health issues, everyday stress,...for 3 year now. I'm tired of watching how my life passing by me while I just stand there and feeling miserable. So I decided to start all over again, to return myself on the right path of my life, to walk out like a winner for once. And for that I need your help. Call me desperate to ask you that, but all I want is start over, from a scratch. I don't have any money, support nor opportunities - but I have will and passion to make it different, this time for real. I want to travel, experience different cultures, learn new skills, and I want all of that in next one year. A year of pure bliss, determination, fight and self-awareness is ahead me. Please, make me alive again.

Sincerely and hopefully,

Vanya