I would like to live like a human

Hello, my name is Viktorija and I'm a nurse. I have 23 years and me and my husband have 2 kids. In last 2 years I'm trying to buy house for living but we live in corrupting country and if you don't have someone in bank who will help you to get credit you won't be able to get it. If you don't know "the people" your child even can't go to kindergarten. Can, but you have to pay or wait 4,5 years. Ex wife of my husband is harassing they kid who lives with us physically and mentally and we are on court in last few years and because she's boyfriend is politician and he knows all the judges we have big problems with it and we can't get the custody even everyone knows the truth about her. My country is very bad country and you have to fight with everything if you wanna live normaln. I don't want live like a king, I just want to be a normal human with a normal house for living with doors and windows, I want to have dinner every day, I want to buy my kids new shoes when they need one, I want to have normal life with no stress because I don't know what are my kids going to eat today. I don't want much. Please, good people of the world, help me and my family to live like a human. House that we want to buy cost 45000euros. It is not much, but ther is a lot of land and there I will be able to get some animals and made a farm for my kids because they love so much animals and natural. Please give me a chance!