I wish to have a fresh start

I am a bankruptcy due to failure in restaurant business. Everything of my hard earned money was gone. The impact is emotional hitting hard on me. I couldn't get over this fact that I have bankrupt and debts were piled. I felt so aimless and unmotivated to do anything. This goes on for a year.

Finally i brace up to take up part time today as a valet driver. I want to give myself a chance to stand back on my feet to earn my first buck. Not easy too.... neither i have a phone or a mobile number. Makes the effort of start working very difficult. Neither i have any money with me to start my transport to and fo from work.

I dont need a lot of money to give me this start. Some transport money and food money .... buy a phone and sim card (donate me an old phone which i am fine too) .

Many probaby may ask why isn't my family helping me with these little things. Maybe I am down for so long, they lost confidence in me already. ( I can understand this).

In fact, I don't wish to ask for donations... rather lending with the condition of paying back once I settled down on stable income. Every contributors, please leave down your contact details so I can repay your kindness as soon as possible.

I hope to be given this one more chance to prove myself to everyone..... "I can make it up for my losses"......