I will never know if i don’t try

Thank you so much for actually taking time to read about my story of unfortunate ongoing struggles in life. I know my story is not the worst in this world but for my kids and me it is at the moment. Im a single mother (35years) of 2 young boys (9 & 1 year) and lost my job that i had for 8 years. My work put me in a position that i don't get salary paid out but also i cant look for another job. Im a kind of women who wants to do things on my own and giving up is never my style but im in need of help for getting bills to pay and getting out of this dept im in for the first time in my life. I don't have parents to run to in difficult times because the past away of cancer in 2010 & 2014. I could tell you all about the awful things that i have been going through but there are millions of people in this world right now going through the same as me or even worse. Everyday i wonder how i can change this situation im in without any source of income. Its embarrassing to ask/beg for handset but anything at all helps.