I was wrong in life … but I want to help recover!!!

Hello everyone my name is Daniel and I'm an Italian guy. In life as a young man I always wanted to do my own thing, not listening to the parents but only now the age of 32 I realized that I had to listen to their advice. My parents always told me not to overdo it economically because if one day I would be in financial difficulty, their not having financial resources they could not help me !!! Today I regret not listening to them, I wanted to achieve a dream or get married and have a home and children ... I'm married but now I can not achieve the other two dreams have home and children ... you wonder why? I'll explain ... I set off on their honeymoon in the beautiful and fantastic nation the US ... I fell in love of your country, the way you think, live, your spirit patriotism well say that I lived a honeymoon with my wife really unique loving your country in all its facets !!! After the story came back to Italy I had the economic collapse ... I was called by the bank which asks me that I have to return 10,000 euro debt than other 20,000 euro used for the wedding so I am in total 30,000 euro. From there I went into crisis, my happiness is over, the couple's life with my wife has changed ... we are not happy I can not NIGHTLIFE HO THE NIGHTMARES !!! I'm afraid of losing my wife, who I love so much, for this my way so stupid that he acted !!! This situation made me think and rethink on how to resolve the situation ... I turned to the good God ... I turned to him and asked him to enlighten me to find a solution !!! Well maybe the situation has given me ... reading a famous phrase of the commandments ... LOVES YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF !!! From here then I was reminded this site own bed during the stay in your country ... I ask all of you to love your neighbor as YOURSELF ... I ask for help from your good heart ... and if I can remove the debt with your help and the money I arrive will surpass what I need ... I will continue to raise funds to help other people who are in the same situation, help the homeless by giving him a meal every day, help small animals helpless lying in the street (and south Italy are many) carrying around the street in their food ... well if I can solve my economic situation will begin to help others also giving advice as my father always gave me !! ! I trust in the good of the human being ... I think each of us CAN LOVE THE NEIGHBOR AS HIMSELF ... unfortunately I'm realizing I have just a little late !!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL AND GOOD LUCK FOR LIFE !!!