I want to study, I want to learn a lot, But I do not have enough money

Hello, I'm Nazmul Hossain From Bangladesh. i'm 21 Years Old. I am very interested in studying. My Father is a Farmer. He could not manage my Cost. childhood i have Lot's of Passion To Learn IT Related Subject Like Design / Programming. But My Father Didn't Have Enough money to buy a computer for me.

My grandmother bought me a computer 1 years and 5 month year ago. from then I learned graphic designs/ banner/photo Edit/Brochure design/Prototyping/ Website Design / apps Design. But i'm Not Expert.

i learned Everything From youtube , Google.

because i don't have money to buy a Course.

from there i drive my all Cost. I got married 6 months ago with my Friend.She Lot's Of Loved Me.

i have been working in Upwork.com in 1 Last One Year as a Freelancer.

few month age my Upwork account has been suspended.

now i have no Money . i Get a Job in My City. My Duty 12 Hours in Each day.

Whole day i work in my office for earn some money To run the family.

and i learn every Night 5 Hours.

i want to Learn More.

But I have lost much of my time in the job so I have less time reading.

If I have some money .I could read all the time and i can Improve my Skills.

i have Not a Good Computer . i have a Laptop . Low Features laptop. its Second hand .

i can't Buy a Good Computer to working with Good Software like Sketch .

Because i have no Money.

i want to be Success in My Life.

if you Give me some Money .

I'll leave the job , i'll Buy a Good Computer and Then i'll Study 16 Hours / day.

after Complete my Goal. Then i'll apply a Good job .

i want to Be Rich / i want to be success .