I want to start a life after suffering from a chronical illness and only making 111 € a month.

My name is Kevin Kraus and I'm suffering from multiple chronical illnesses. When I was 11 Years old my mother divorced my father and left me with my blind father who is suffering on diabetes typ 1. From that day I had to take care of my father every single day of my childhood. I had to cook, clean the house, measure my father blood sugar level etc. After five years I failed in school. So social services took me away from my father and send me into a boarding school where I'm doing an apprenticeship at the moment. I only earn 111€ a month and I only have one year left to go. After i've finished i want to start my own live getting driving license, a car and maybe a smart appartment. I also want my dad to be taken care of and I want to spend one nice vacation with him before I have to work. Therefore I need money to manage all of this.

Edit: Thats my father in the picture