I want to Live Notmal

Hello, I am Md Russell Islam,

I am from a small country named Bangladesh. I am suffering from a disease named spinal canal stenosis for 6 months.

I was a student of a chinese medical university in 2017 and my father had a business in Qatar which was funding my study cost. We had a happy middle class family till 2018 April.Suddenly my father got a big loss from his business and got arrested by police and put into jail for 5 years. That time i was in Guangdong , china and studying M. B. B. S . My mother was so helpless and sold a land which was the last hope and sent money my father to fight back.

On May 10 i figured out that i have pain in my left hand and went to hospital. The doctor said that i have problem in my cervical c5-c6 vertebrae which is pinching my nerve. As is was in China , you may know that Chinese people rarely know english, so i moved to home country to get good communicative treatment.

Life had different choice for me.. Here i figured out that i have problem in my whole backbone. Its spinal canal stenosis.I have massive bone loss in multiple dorsal and lumber vertebrae.Doctor said that i need proper medication with physiotherapy. If the pain goes away its ok ,if not then I'll have to go for surgery. I was talking physiotherapy and some medicine for 4 months . My health was going a little bit good. But for last somedays i am feeling so much pain in my chest and back . But now i don't have money to take medicine and physiotherapy. I waned to go to doctor to check my health but i have no money. Day by day i am getting worse.

Nowadays I can't even sleep properly , but once i was one of the striker in my school football team. I lost my my health , lost my dream to become a doctor.

I want to live. I want to sleep properly. Please help me. I want to study again , Help me!

In this world there are many peoples who are suffering from pain and fighting with luck, Once i used to dream to help them. But Almighty God gifted me this.

I cry of pain and for my dad at night when my mother falls asleep. And wish that i woke up in the morning and see that these all were bad Nightmare.

Hope God will Help .