I want to live.

I am a child of a poor family. I am an NGO officer and my father is a teacher. We both have a debt of 18,000 USD. I am in a lot of trouble due to the pressure of creditors. Debts need to be repaid in order to survive. My father also had kidney stones. I can't get treatment due to money. I can't marry my younger sister for money. It is also important to repair the house. All together I am struggling to survive. But I can't find a way.