I want to fix a heart I tor apart

hi all im in desperate need of help my fiance left me because i broke her heart.i did not cheat on her...never did and never would i have...i kept on accusing her of flirting with the father of her daughter whichi regret more than anything in my life....my past made me jump to any conclusion and i took it out on her and she just left me as if i meant nothing to her and her daughter,,,,,even tho i tried and did my utmost to make her happy. it did not compare to the accusations

i need help.....i am completely broken i need help getting her back or at least having some time alone to speak to her and try to get her back.....i cant decide on a better time than valentines day....which is the 14 of February,but i do not work so i do not have money,even tho i asked her to be my valentine and allow me to take her out....im still waiting on a answer....

she and her daughter means the world to me for who i would do anything possible for....i was even going to change my religion for her

i pretty please need help it do not! and i repeat *IT DO NOT HAVE TO BE MONEY* if you are from cape town south africa and you are able to provide us with a romantic and quiet evening or transport i would be over joyed......i can drive but i do not have a vehicle......

so please help me this valentines day....it does not have to be mone

any questions i would be more than happy to answer.....just please help