I want to do something but a am not able due to money

1. I am Ashis Kumar Das. I am from Bishnupur village of India. I have complete my HS examination by cultivating . Now i can not read more as it is to difficult for me due to money. my father is a farmer and my maa is a house wife. now they are aged too. so o want to take care of them as well as possible. i want to do a little buisness. i tried to collect money from my relatives. but they not help me as they are not sure that i could returned their money and refused all.

so if you help me, i will be very grateful and i can completed my dream.

my mother Language is Bengali. there can be spelling mistake in English. sorry for this.

this is my PayPal link

https://paypal.me/adas29?locale.x=en_GB