I want to be able to hold again

My name is Lucas and I have Eczema. Eczema (a.k.a. Atopic Dermatitis) is a chronic skin decease wherein patches of skin become inflamed, itchy, cracked, and rough. Some types can also cause blisters.

I been having Eczema ever since age 9 it started in my elbows where I would have scars and my elbows would constantly bleed, inflamed and itchy. Then at age 16 it transferred in my neck area and from ages 21-24 (current age) It has been in my hands and my feet.

I used to be able to deal with the situation with my past Eczema rashes, but now it has went into my hands and people with Eczema will know how painful and irritating it is when the irritated skin touches anything I can barely hold anything I am forced to use the bottom of my palms of my hand to hold cups, utensils and etc.

In the top of the picture you can see the lotions and medicines I need to help me with my Eczema is PHP 8420 ($175), however this medication good for 1 month and the treatment period is 6 months so $175 x 6 = $1050.

I am a fresh college graduate who still has to pay his student loans and so I would not be able to afford this and It would be a huge weight lifted off my chest If I get my hands treated.

I want to be able to hold things with out a worry, to shake hands with people, I want to be able to write again and I want not having to hide my hands because of shame I want to be able to do normal things.

Will you help me? Thank you for listening and God bless!