I want to be a graduate and fulfill my dream

Hi

i am 21 years old. My name is Hannah. I have always been a very shy and not really confident. I always dreamed of having a good job and be a graduate student but unfortunately education takes a lot of money. I have so much potential in myself but I can't study because my parent can't afford that . I don't belong to a wealthy family. My father has worked really hard just to feed us. Now all i want to do is to get a degree and do something in life . I have young siblings. My mom left us when we were young so my father married another women. They told me to
leave studying and find a suitable so that i can support my family. But I really want to study IT and do something good in life. I will
really appreciate it someone will
help me . God sees everything and i hope my dream will come
true. I am too shy to upload a real picture. And i don't have any friends because I never got time for all
this. I am the eldest one and i have so many responsibilities which includes my both sisters. Now I am realizing that i missed so much in my life. I never had a normal life like other girls in my schools. I have been through so much.

i started a job for 1500 rm monthly but couldn't save much. All i need is some help so that i can fulfill my dream. I promise i will study hard.