I want to move out my parents house so I don't have to bother them with being with them.
I want to go to therapy but i'm too afraid to tell my parents because i know how they feel about people with my kind of mental illness.
I don't think they would even believe me if i told them I had depression. So I don't think they will get me to go to therapy. And even if they believed me, they won't be able to pay for the therapy. They will try to fix the problem themselves which, I feel guilty to say. They can't.
I don't wanna live in my parent's place anymore, my honest feeling about this house. Is that I feel unsafe. I try to avoid my parents most of the time even. It's not that I don't love them nor that i'm ungrateful to them, it's just that... i feel unsafe with them.
And after possibly moving out and the therapy thing. I want to use the money to enjoy life a little more.
Even if the moving thing didn't work, perhaps the therapy thing might go through. I'd feel happier feeling... well, happier.
And the extra money that doesn't go to therapy and moving out will go to buying things to feed myself or to work on the hobbies I always wanted to work on but couldn't because my parent doesn't have enough intrest to invest on something that isn't practical to my future job.
Any kind of money you donate, I am grateful for. I am so very grateful for.
Sorry, you don't even know me. It's just that helping me be happy is something to be thankful for.
You might think this is a load of bull and I'm over exaggerating, which is fine too because it's not my decision for you to belive what it true or not. And i can't change your mind about that.
But, thanks anyways.
For reading and such.