I used to take photos.

Back in 2010 I fell into a deep dark hole. The camera helped me in many ways. I could go outside, and focus on just being in that very moment. For as soon as my mind slipped, the animals noticed me and scattered. Kept my mind sane for a few a hours. I slowly got better. Turned 30. Built a hideout and got close to birds of prey. Went to Iceland as its been -one- of my lifelong dreams. Then the camera broke, and with two big dreams already fulfilled, the energy to be in that moment ceased to exist, and I still havn't fixed it. 2016 wasn't a good year for me (niether), and these few months into 2017, I've been alot sadder than I should. It's like breathing but the air doesn't fill your lungs.
Since November last year I've been struggling with anxiety and it has effected my work and relationships.

These pictures represents my window to happiness.

I know, I can not run away from my problems forever, however the camera has been a tool to reach a level of inner belief that made me reach out and be willing to ask for help.

I am on this fund raising site because got talked into it by some people on Imgur.

The money is for a new working camera, and repairs / calibration of lenses.