i really need help

Hi, I used to be part of a fast growing company in a high position, working 12 hours a day +. the on January 30th 2019 a cloud came over me and i severely broke down :( i took myself away for 2 x days not telling anyone what i was going through. i seriously attempted to take my own life several times, however i was extremely lucky to have a lady on my arm who has supported and thought through the last year with me. i have had severe downs over the last year - to the point where i couldn't talk to anyone or even wash. Then at the beginning of this year i had a brainwave for a business, as i am very good with wood and making furniture + personalised items on peoples request. my mind has now lacthed onto this idea and i am convinced i can make this work.

with my girlfriend having MS and having 4 x children and myself going through my struggles and 1 x child myself we are financially struggling. all i want to do is provide a living for my family.

i know i can make this work i just need a small amount of help getting there.

if anyone can help i will personally make them a thank you present specially made just let me know what type of thing you like.

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