I really hope, that with your help I will be able to realise my dream and become a professional photographer.

Hello, everyone!
My name is Valeria, I am 33 years old, married and a mother to 3 sons.
Since a very young age I loved photography, but because of various reasons I had to give up on this dream. I am still very passionate about catching the moment that makes my heart flutter, but sadly I still can't afford myself either a good camera or a photography study.
My husband is fighting CRPS, a severe pain illness, for about ten years now, and the pain become more severe in the last 5 years. It affects severely his every day life, so I am the main provider for my family in every life aspect, and that doesn't leave me any free time or money for my dreams. I really hope, that with your help I will be able to realise my dream and become a professional photographer.
Thank you all in advance!