i need money for start to work

Hi, everybody. in October 2018, I was partially paralyzed. Guillain-barré syndrome. perhaps in other countries it is easily treated,but not here. since then, it took a lot of time and money for my recovery,but I did not walk well. now I need photographic equipment to work at least from home to pay off the debts that I made in the process of treatment and to live with my child and wife,but there is no money to buy it. I have a family,I have to work. I will be grateful to everyone who will help me get started. you can see my photos in my instagram @azat_a.j.photos. There you can see what and when happened to me,that it's all true. I'm not asking for money instead of work,I'm asking for money to start working from home.