I need money for college! I am really desperate

I am a little bit embarrassed to tell my story but if it is to help me, I am willing to do it! I am from a small country where my dreams are being burried.. My dad, abusive to me and my family, is my only "source" of money. However,. . . . .

I am a little bit embarrassed to tell my story but if it is to help me, I am willing to do it!

I am from a small country where my dreams are being burried.. My dad, abusive to me and my family, is my only "source" of money. However, he doesn't want to help me get into college, all he does is abusing us and criticizing us and how we will never do anything. My mom can't support my studies because she has just found a job and she only earns around 300$ a month and it's barely enough for us to live on that budget along with my younger brother and all the credits she has... I also tried to get part time jobs but, in this country, I should be at least 20 so I could work.

Despite all these conditions, I can't give up on my dream. I am pretty confident I grew up well on my own, I majored in "science maths" in highschool, the most praised major in morocco and which only 2,5% top student can choose. I studied for the SAT and the TOEFL on my own and got a pretty good score. I worked hard to get the best marks I could and I would always rank above 15 among the 300 students in my school. I also tried to join as much clubs I could along with volunteering clubs. But my problem was always money..

I don't know how I should explain my feelings about this but I really want to go to college. I really want to work to achieve my dream but I can't even get a job here. Even if I find a job, it would be too late.. I really need that money very soon. I would be so so so thankfull if someone helps me..

Someone said that youth is the most beautiful moment in our lives even if it's full of scars.. Please help me make my youth the most beautiful moment in my life.. I would be grateful and so touched if you would help me for this cause, very dear to my heart. And I really hope that I could be help later to people like me! Thank you for your time!