Well, it’s kinda difficult for me to ask someone to help me, mostly because I don’t let to see that I have problems. Been told I have big ego but it’s not that, really, just that I feel kinda ashamed when I have to open and admit that I can’t do this alone.
But now I can’t even figure it how to get from this situation. I am living in Bucharest now, not my hometown, but camed here to study. I’m in my second year at the University of Bucharest, studying Journalism. It all been great, being able to pay my tax fee and my rent, until 2 months ago, when my mom lost her job, and she was my help here, and the reason I came in first place. She kept looking for another job but been hard this time, so she moved to another country, in Liege-Belgium, where her sister lives, in the hope that maybe she will have some luck there.
I’ve tried figured it out by myself, but came to the point that I realize I can’t help myself. I have to pay my tax on this semester, also my rent which I didn’t payed, just borrowed money from friends and family, giving it back to another. It’s like a circle, take from someone to give it back to another. And I can’t to this, I feel now like I don’t have any peace, always thinking what to do. Been lately to job interviews, but the part-time that I need it’s been difficult to find. So lately I am thinking to quit and postpone my studies although I have 3 months to finish this year. To be honest this is not the goal for me..
And I don’t know, I guees there is no shame in admit that you have a problem, cause we all have. And I admit that I need help now. I just want to pay my taxes, and have a place to live until I finish this year in June-July. From there I will try to find a permanent solution to these problems.
Also, I really like to know if you all been through this kind of problems how did u do, and last, if someone knows a decent job in Liege, please let me know!