I need help with housing

I need help in getting onto the property ladder, everything I have saved has now gone.

After being made redundant in 2017 I have lost everything!!! I lost my girlfriend, my car & the nice place we lived in. I was unable to find work for a long time and had to live on my savings for Rent & Bills etc, This money was going to help me get onto the property market but its now all gone! I am now working but to save up enough money again is going to take years and I just don't know if I can. I would really like help in trying to raise funds for this purpose as I feel completely hopeless and feel that there is only one option left for me and that is to just end this life and hope I get it right in the next one.

Thank you in advance