I NEED HELP for funding my Mental Health

Hi I am Kimberly abli. Due to covid 19, I lost my job. I've been suffering from suicidal thoughts since my attempted rape back when I was 16. I also come from a broken family. I just needed some money to treat myself somehow and to stop these dreadful thoughts. I couldn't do it alone because I am afraid I may end up my life anytime soon. I'm afraid of me. I need your help. I dont know how much would be the treatment but I am really in need of medical help. I am doing this because I dont know any other way to ask for help. I am too far away from my family and even if I ask, they could not help me either. Thank you to all those who would donate and were kind-hearted enough to give me even just a dollar. It would be a great help. Thank you.