I need help for a better future

hello i want to share that with you because even if i am working hard i cant do nothing :( my dad died 2 years ago from cancer we spend all that we was saving and had for his cure and for the hopes that he is going to stay with us but we lost him anyways so now we end up to be with out power 1 year and some months we needs money me and my mom for try to get our power back is like 14000 euro but they told us with 6 k euro they can give it back to us and make the rest of payment in small prices each month im working but its not enough to do it and idk what else i can do im sorry in advance for asking for help i dont like it but i feel im giving up ! so if u can help me with anything i will be very happy any help will be amazing thank you in advance !