I need help

I'm sorry. I do not doubt that there are worthier things on this website that need your money. But please...just read. I made something stupid, even though not doing it would've been dumber. I attended college, but I couldn't follow through; it's like a disease, I cannot focus on what I'm doing, unless I enjoy it. So I dropped it, in the spirit of me enrolling in a course I am truly looking forward to: programming. Of course, with thoughts of getting a job at the start of summer, followed by me paying for the college admission, with the possibility of negotiating for a part-time schedule at said job seemed like a great plan, right? Well...here I am, still looking for a job, with no money to pay my rent or the college admission fee. To be honest, I typed "251" because it is the min amount for which you can ask, the number I am truly aiming for is 200. First of all, thank you for taking out of your time listening to this stupid story: I also would be very grateful if you could help me, with as much as you deem worthy of this problem! I have no rewards, but I have this saying: measure twice, then cut once, a saying I ahould've taken into account before I got into college.Over anything else, I wish you a happy life!