I need help

This is a personal fundraiser for me and my family. The funds will go simply toward rent, groceries, health care, utilities, and anything else we can't afford. I will also pursue a career in music production. I will use the funding for Media hardware and software, pc hardware and software, engineering hours for music production, and other ventures I would like to seek out. I believe with my natural talent for music I'd be able to create some great stuff. Currently I pay the bills with a 200 customer paper route in a 2004 honda accord with 230k miles on it. I live check to check, and my biggest fear is my car will fail and I simply do not have the resources to buy another vehicle if that happens, let alone pursue a career in music. Anyways thought I would give this a shot, I have some youtube videos - a24diun on youtube. Thank you very much