Hi, I`m Jenny from a tiny town in Venezuela, so excuse me for my (pretty) bad english, i learned by mysaelf.
I am a 33 y/o woman, no husband, no kinds, never married.
I grew up with my pretty abusive grand mother, my father left us (,e and my younger sister) when i was 2 years old and my mother was there financially but lived in other city and we rarely see her. One day, when i hit the rock bottom on what i can stand on my grandma`s behave, i left home. I was 14 years old back then.
Study was an impossible thing for me because i had to work to be able to pay my bills.
When i was 17, i was sexually abused my a friend of a friend and that causes in me a lot of fear of people, fear of everything, so, for many years i was locked by my own in my house, extremely affraid of going out. It takes years. So i learned english online... i can work typing things.
Some years ago my grand mother pass away and it was quite a traumatic experience but it oppened my eves of the obvious fact that everybody will die some day and then i decided to go out of my house and lost my fear.
It wasn`t an easy process, i had to loss 35 kg of weight, start taking showers daily and those things... sounds nasty, but the self love is quite hard when you have never being loved.
And that`s how i get to this: i`m trying to get the money to fix my teeth. i got a very bad smile and my selfesteem is quite low. So i bed you, please, help me with these.
In Venezuela my salary is about 20$ monthly to pay all the bills and food, so, this is way out of range for me. With 5$ or 10$ you can make the diference.