I want to make myself a professional Photographer

Hi I'm Mahabub Hasan. I am 22 years old. I live in Shankor Dhanmondi dhaka. I Have good photography concept and creative mind for doing something great. My hobby is Capturing Beautiful photos. But I have no Professional DSLR Camera for that. I deserve a mid level family and we are 2 brother and 2 sister. Our family have no enough money for buy a professional camera and there instrument like lens light setup because of the device and instrument is very expensive for us.I need 1 Cannon 6D camera and 85 mm F-1.2 Aperture, 70-200 1.8 stm lens, 17-34 f-1.4 lens and light setup and this is a big amount for me. I have learn more than 4 years in wedding photography and fashion photography and natural photography. But i am unable to buy a new camera. I want to be a successful photographer and also a top photographer that's why i need professional all kinds of instrument. I want to be a great photographer please help me if you can. I can not explain my feelings to you this is very bad feelings for me. Please do something for me.